Saturday, June 6, 2009

oh hot damn

i'm SO crushing on TAYLOR LAUTNER. :">

saw New Moon's trailer.. saw pictures.. one thing proven:: HE IS HOT.

ghaad. :))

i've been crushing on him since his Sharkboy and Lavagirl, Cheaper by the Dozen 2 days, and now he's hotter, and i'm crushing on him even more. LOL.

ooh he's my kind of Jacob.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SJ9afRgToxE --new moon trailer.

now i run with the werewolves. >:)

(i'm supposed to put a picture of him in this entry but i can't find and save a nice one since everything's on Flickr (blahblahblah) and dad might see what i'm doing and then he gets suspicious and then he blabs...)

oh stop blabbing, Alyssa. xD

Taylor Lautner is HOT. (is he, Alyssa? is he reaaaally?)

because i'm nocturnal and i think too much

(livejournal's acting weird again, so i'll post my entry here)

listening to:: TV noise (are you the next big star?)

okay, i'm reaally irritated with what i'm hearing now.. it's not music, it's noise. well, no offense. i just don't like it. who would like it if it's distracting?

i planned to write this blog without seeking reference on my notebook but that would be impossible because it's too noisy here. i can't organize my thoughts well whenever it's noisy..

sooo... it's time to consult my notebook! :)

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i'm so stubborn. i should be starting to change my ways and sleep (and of course, wake up) on time but i'm doing the opposite of it -- i'm sleeping past my bedtime (waaaay past).. i wake up quite early, though. cause they've been waking me up before lunchtime for quite sometime now.. i'm trying so hard not to fall back to sleep again after they wake me up but i always do (but now i didn't. hooray.) my naptime session lasts for two hours.. it's not good because i wake up between 9:3o and 12:oonn. i'll prolly last for two hours and then after that, nap time session. haha. it's not good because i'll end up being awake at night. darn it, did you know that i even wrote the draft of this last last night, at 1:45 am. see? i typically last until past two every night.is it healthy to be awake this late? NO. is it normal to be awake this late? NO. darn. i don't know how to fix this.. this delayed sleep phase syndrome. it's like my schedule's been adjusted. and i have to set it to the normal one soon.

maybe.. im thinking it too much.. i worry about sleep too much. that's why i can't find peace and relaxation.. but how can i relax if my mind's unstoppable at night? as you all know, or some of you may know, my mind's at it's most active and creative state at night. maybe because at night, there's silence.. and when there is silence, thoughts come in. so yeah, i can't stop thinking.. i mean.. how could you "close your eyes and don't think. then you'll fall asleep."? mama makes it sound so easy.. i've tried a lot of things to make sleeping easy for me.. but nothing worked. why could sleeping be oh so hard for me? ooh i know why, because i'm a nocturnal and i think too much.

i'm hoping for improvements on this matter when school starts.

oh speaking of school, our classes will start on June 15 instead of June 8. they moved it. well, yeyy! :P

x's and o's,
the pen scribbler. :)

Friday, June 5, 2009

see you at livejournal!

hello. i just want you to know, (as if someone actually cares about this) that my sensible posts are posted on my livejournal account which is http://myscribblingpen.livejournal.com . okay? got it? got it?

this account is made for backup purposes only.. and for less sensible posts. haha. xD as much as possible i want my official blogsite (which is on livejournal) to be formal or whatever but at the same time, i have my moments, there are times when i want to post gibberish stuffs. and this is the right place to post them. haha. or in my multiply account. :)

i'm keeping three blogsites now (plus my notebook, which is the most updated of all) and it's hard to keep up with all of it. that's why some are left behind.

why am i talking about this anyway? as if someone cares.. :P

gotta cut this short, Boys Over Flowers will be airing in a couple of minutes now.

see ya.

Monday, June 1, 2009

survey number one.

okay, since i'm bored, i'll just answer some surveys.. :)

Four Questions You'd Like Answered
1. Did you really love me?
2. Have you ever liked me before?
3. Who will I be in the future?
4. Am i on the right track?

Four Stuffed Animals In Your Room
1. a pink pig. i got it last last December as an exchange gift on our Christmas party at school.
2. a teddy bear. a big one from a Korean client of my mom.
3. -
4. -

Four Terrible Ways To Break Up With Someone
1. sending a text message.
2. disappearing without anything.
3. breaking up without explaining.
4. not telling it personally.

Four Foods You Eat Most Often
1. pot roast.
2. sunny side up.
3. rice.
4. bread.

Four Languages You'd Like To Be Fluent In
1. Japanese
2. Spanish
3. English
4.

Four Awesome Movie Villains
1. i
2. can't
3. think
4. xD

Four People You Last Watched A Comedy With
1. mom
2. dad
3. Kyle
4. Calvin

Four CDs You Haven't Listened To In A Long Time
1. Christian Bautista's Album
2. HSM Soundtrack
3. i don't listen to CDs
4. . . .

Four TV Shows You'd Love To Be A Part Of
1. Wizards of Waverly Place
2. Any show on The Food Network
3. Suite Life of Zach and Cody
4. Cory in the House

Four Sites You Go To When You're Bored
1. Twitter
2. Plurk
3. YouTube
4. Multiply

Four Careers That Would Suck
1. for me..? Being Mike Rowe on Dirty Jobs with Mike Rowe. no offense.
2.
3.
4.

Four Birds You Usually See In Your Area
1. those brown typical birds in our country. :))
2.
3.
4.

Four Things You Plan To Do In The Next Week
1. go to school
2. sleep early
3. catch up with school friends
4.

Four Colours In The Room
1. pink
2. brown
3. black
4. white

Four Words You Find Funny
1. i
2. can't
3. think
4. of anything. i'm doing this in a hurry, dunno why. xD

Four Songs You Love To Sing Aloud
1. Broken strings
2. Di Na Mababawi
3. The Climb
4. White Horse

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PS. sorry for posting nonsense here. you could check out my sensible entries at http://myscribblingpen.livejournal.com